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1. gum: None in particular. I'm a dull, dull person.
2. restaurant: The ramen/noodle place near Times Square.
3. drink: Vitasoy, chocolate milk
4. season: Autumn. I find much satisfaction when hearing the sounds when I step on leaves, as it resembles the sounds made by eating chips. >_>
5. type of weather: Bright, sunny days with some rain. It's very calm and peaceful.
8. late-night activity: Taking a walk and breatheing into the cool, crisp air.
9. sport (to watch): Competive swimming and tennis.
10. city: T.O!!!... nah.
11. store: T&T's candy section. It's just sooooooo great. It's so colourful and there's so many varieties ^_^V
_______When was the last time you_______
12. cried: A week ago, when I was watching this incredibly melodramatic Korean soap.
13. played a sport: Weeks ago, swimming.
14. laughed: The day before
15. hugged someone: A couple of weeks ago? And it wasn't even a real hug. I'm just not a touchy-feeley person.
16. kissed someone: .. I don't know. I don't think I ever kissed anyone since I was in grade 8. I think it was.. my Mom.
18. felt overworked: Everyday. I'm fat and lazy. -0-
19. faked sick: School days, mostly.
20. lied: Now? Haha, I don't know. Probably a couple of weeks ago.
_______What was the last_______
21. word(s) you said: : "Haha"? (laughing sound) That's not a word, but meh.
22. thing you ate: Oreo cookies. The peanut butter and fudge kind. It's sickly sweet.
23. song you listened to: Duran Duran - Girls on Film. The OP of "Speed Grapher" :D
24. last thing you drank: Water
25. place you went to: Staples, the Library
26. movie you saw: I am Sam. I still haven't finished it because my family is very loud. VERY loud.
27. movie you rented: The Exorcist. Wow, that was a LONG time ago.
_______Who was the last person you_______
28. hugged: My sister's giant Minnie Mouse. Eh.. heh heh.
29. cried over: The Korean soap thingy.
30. instant messaged: Haha, I thought that said instant massaged. Ugh, yes I'm full of idiocy. Naz.
31. danced with: NO ONE. Stupid quiz. Well, I danced with a [girl] friend, but I forgot who. It was a couple of weeks ago.
32. shared a secret with: Deby? I don't know, I don't have many secrets to share. Since everyone knows after I tell one person. And I honestly don't know HOW that happens.
33. had a sleepover with: A half-sleepover, yeah. Because my Mom never lets me sleep over at ANYONE'S house. So, there was a half sleep over at Jennifa's house where I stayed for quite a long time. I think.
34. called: Deby. Man, it seems like I don't have many friends. ;o;
35. went to a movie with: Jenny Hong. The Ring II. SUCKED.
36. saw: Naz on Saturday. I think whoever's reading this is seriously, really bored right now.
37. angry with: Everything. Everyone. Myself. The fact that I have no freezer paper or money.
38. cant take your eyes off: Yagami Raito. The lead singer in UVERworld. --> Takuya and L
39. obsessed over: Beyond. BEYOND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
_______Have you ever_______
40. danced in the rain: Yes, it's just so romantic and pretty. But I think I did that alone. I'm a lonely person :/
41. kissed someone: Yes, but not of the opposite sex.
42. done drugs: Not yet.
43. drank alcohol: Of course.
44. partied 'til the sun came up: I don't think I've every been invited to :those: kinds of parties.
45. had a movie marathon: Not really. Oh wait.. maybe there was. I remember watching the "Back to the Future" triology.
46. gone too far on a dare: HAH! Well, I was the one that made the dare up. I hope that counts.
47. spun until you were immensely dizzy: Yes, who wouldn't?
_______My life_______
48. school you to go: Earl Haig.
49. name: Doris [ws] Leung
50. gender: Female
52. relationship status: Single.
53. nationality: Chinese-Canadian
54. State or province you live in: Ontario
_______Play_______
55. i'm feeling: Lonely. I'm close to insanity. I haven't talked to ANY friends since last week.
56. i'm listening to: The sound that my keyboard makes as I'm typing. Oh man, I'm so pathetic.
57. i'm doing: This awful quiz
58. i'm talking to: No one. Except myself, I mean I talk to myself in my head, so that's not a weird thing.
59. i'm craving: Chips. And anything salty and/or spicy
60. i'm thinking of: How stupid I was to decline going to swim with Squiddy and company.
61. i'm hating: Everything. My singing voice. People that leave when they finish downloading their torrents without seeding D:
_______Love_______
62. love is: All you need. La la la. It's hard to describe what love is, I don't think I've fully experienced it yet. I'll get back to this question when I do fall in love.
63. my first love: I don't really remember. I think it was when I was in Grade 2 in Chinese school.
65. love or lust: Desire. Wait, well love of course. But I think I'd choose both. Well to choose between the two, people would choose love because they're actually hiding their true feelings.
66. best love song: I don't know. The Beyond one.
69. Are you in love: No, definitely not. I'm in deep infatuation towards a loser, but most likely not in love with him.
_______Opposite/same sex_______
70. turn ons: Opposite/Same: personality, appearance, hobbies, values
71. turn offs: Odour. HAHA. Definitely odour. And if he's a shallow jerk or whatever.
72. does your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you: Eh, I don't know yet. Their opinions are probably biased, anyway.
73. what kinda hairstyle are you into? Opposite: Medium/short, the really rocker style kind? Or a mohawk. Same: Short/long with bangs.
74. What is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you? Give me a really, really great present. Not on my Birthday, but just like.. surprise me. And it doesnt have to be an expensive present, just something that they put their efforts into. Nothing materialistic. Something special and memorable. Or just do something small but funny. Or help someone out when they need it.
75. where do you go to meet new people? School and extracurricular clubs. I haven't met any new people.. yet.
76. are you the type of person to HOLLA and ask for numbers? What is "holla"? T___T; err, well no, I hope not.
_______Picky Picky_______
77. dog or cat: Dog! Siberian Husky, Daschund, Japanese Chin.. I had more but I can't think of them right now.
78. short or long hair: Short. Short and sweet ^W^
79. sunshine or rain: Sunshine with rain.
81. xbox or ps2: PS2, I suck at it. Big time.
82. written letters or e-mails: Written letters that come on no special day. Just a letter of friendship or something. But postage is so expensive nowadays.
83. Cars or motorcycles: Cars, I'd like a bike though. I just hate walking.
84. coke or pepsi: Coke with lemons/limes.
85. house party or club: House party
86. sing or dance: Sing. I honestly cannot dance. Ughh. *recalls the time in grade 9 when we were FORCED to dance*
87. freak or slow dance: What's freak dance? Sounds odd. I don't even know how to slow dance, so I'd pick neither.
_______Lately_______
88. How are you today? Lonely and sad. And desperate.
89. what pants are you wearing right now? Shorts with an ugly logo.
90. what shirt are you wearing right now? This both sided shirt? You know, the ones that you can wear on both sides.
91. what does your hair look like at the moment? Ugh. Don't even mention it. It's ugly. As always >_>
92. what song are you listening to right now? Nothing, the speakers downstairs sucks ass.
93. how is the weather right now? I don't know, I haven't been outside the entire day. From the looks of it, it seems breezey and warm
1. Pick one of ur scars out now.. how did u get it?
Left elbow, when I "PKed" last April. I was walking from the Library to the car and then I fell. Just like that. My brother was peering from the car window and didn't say anything. Stupid asshole. This Persian guy came along and kept saying, "OMG WHAT HAPPENED!" and helped me up and stuff. He was pretty good looking, too. ;)
2. What's on the walls of ur room?
In my bedroom, nothing much. Because my sister doesnt want anything. I swear, my family must be the most BORING family ever. It has a window, a door and a closet door where I taped the Spongebob "Nautical Nudes" poster up.
3. Would u rather play or watch football?
I'd rather play, because I don't really understand the objectives of football anyway.
4. What sport would you say you're good at?
Swimming, and maybe jogging, if I praticed hard enough.
5. What was ur worst nightmare?
When I fall off the stairs or when I get those dreams where I kill my .. family.
6. Apples or oranges?
Oranges.
7. Grapes or watermelon?
Watermelon
8. wolves or tigers?
Tigers. Hmm hmm, the white ones.
9. What sort of music do u listen to?
JPop, Alternative, Classic Rock, Classical
10.have u ever written poetry?
Yes, of course. But I'm not good at it.
11. Do u remember birthdays?
Depends on who the person is.
12. do u know what time you were born?
No. And if I did, I won't even post it here, because someone can place a voodoo spell on me 0__0;
13. What's ur fav phrase to use?
"Doo doo doo".. That's an incredibly foolish thing to say, but it's not that bad if you say it at the right moments.
14. Are you a sweet person?
No. Well, not to my family. And barely to my friends. If I were to do somethin sweet, then I'd do it anonymously, so you'd never find out it was me.
15. What were u doing before u started filling this in?
I don't remember, this thing has taken me more than thirty minutes.
16. What is ur favourite gum?
The really sweet kinds. The coca cola little candy ones that turn into gum.
17. Fave chocolate?
Cookies and creme. White chocolate. Oh, the Cadbury fruit & nuts kind. Oh, and the almond chocolate kind. *_*
18. Fave candy?
TONS. Right now, I'm thinking.. the jelly fruit candies. Oh, and gummi bears. And the mango candies.
19. Chocolate or vanilla ice-cream?
Chocolate, I don't really like either of them. I prefer strawberry ice cream. Side note: is this quiz thing boring you? It's hella boring for me.
20. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Groin! Haha, no no. :D I think, the face. Then the shoes. And then I move upward from the shoes. :P
21. What's your fav smell?
Fresh bread, cake being baked, laundry, fruity smells.
22. Fav sound that you hear often?
Laughter. The laughs that hurt your stomach.
23. What are you thinkin about right now?
I don't know exactly.
24. What is ur fav disney movie of all time?
The Incredibles. It's a Pixar Animation, I know. So I'd say.. The Little Mermaid. Oh gosh, there's so many innuendos in those classic Disney movies. So sad. But I really liked Alice in the Wonderland. I think I'll watch it this summer.
25. What color are ur eyes?
Dark brown.
26. Have u ever slept with a stuffed animal?
Yes, of course. Who doesn't?
27. What's the name of the stuffed animal?
The one I sleep with now is Spongebob and Pingu. Uh, this really old one I have in my parent's room is called Bobo, and it's a pink bear.
28. Who was ur first crush wen you were little?
In grade 2, when I was in Chinese school, I met this guy who was in grade 5. He was the coolest guy in the class. And the teacher made us sit beside each other, that was so weird. I still remember he said he talked to me. Only once though. It's weird because he was just so cool, well, that's what I thought at that time. And he was the brother of one of the girls I hang out with. Which made it more weird. And over the years, I saw him again in Chinese school, and he was twirling his basketball. Eh, I'm not sure if he was my first crush. There was another guy who was my mom's friend's son (complicated relationship -__-) and we were really good friends when were were young. Now that we're in high school, well, he never talks to me anymore. Not a single word. I think he has a girl friend. Plus, everytime he comes to our house, he clogs the toilet. (Major, MAJOR turnoff) ;;;
29. What kind of hair do you like on the opposite sex?
Short or medium. Rocker style. Those really messy types. Or the Japanese types.
30. Who out of ur friends (same gender) have u known the longest?
Sarah and Selina. I don't talk to Selina anymore, I hope she remembers me.
31. Sunrise or sunset?
Sunsets. I remember someone asking us that, and when we'd say "sunsets", he'd say, "of course! you guys never even woke up to see sunrises". That's true.
32. Where can u see yourself being proposed to/at..?
Somewhere fun. Like, not at those cliche romantic places (ie restaurant, beach) Just somewhere fun and childish.
33. Movies?
So, so many. I always think of answers to prepare myself when someone asks, but I never seem to remember when it's really asked. Back to the Future (the past and future one), The Incredibles, Laputa, Whisper of the Heart, Spirited Away, Matrix I, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Rear Window, Casshern, Artificial Intelligence, Gattaca, Amelie........ the rest I forget.
34. Where can u see urself goin for your honeymooon?
The oddest place. Not Italy, not France. Just somewhere that no one would ever imagine going. Doing something memorable and daring.
35. Can you play an instrument?
Sure. Recorder, flute, piano. HA, piano xD.
36. Band/s?
Beyond, UVERworld, Duran Duran, The Beatles, Oasis, FLOW, Orange Range, Mo Musume
38. What kind of books do you like to read?
I don't really pick a genre when reading books. Life, Sci Fi, and those stuff. History as well.
39. Do you like poetry?
Depends on what kind.
40. How do you like your coffee?
WHOA. This quiz took longer than I've expected. Well, I like my coffee sweet and with cream.
So, over the past few weeks I've been thinking about some things. Please answer them, because it really means a lot to me.
1) Why do we post in online journals, anyway? Do we blog here just for the sake of getting comments from others? Or is really a diary, to express our views and thoughts on things. If its the latter, then why do we hold back on a lot of things that we could type here? If we take in consideration that there are actually going to be readers of the entry, then why do we write it at all?
2) How come I do not see any religious quotes and excerpts in the Grade 12s' grad comments, except those of the Christian belief? Does that mean that others are not as open about their religion? And how come some are ashamed of their religion. I have quite a few experiences with people saying that they are not Christians, and do not believe in any religion. But when I go to their houses, I see that they are actually Buddhists or any other religions. Why? This bothers me, as I have this experience as well. I don't think I'm "ashamed" that my parents are Buddhist. I don't know how to say this, but I just feel that they are not Buddhist "enough".
3) What's the deal with sex? Why are we surrounded by things of a sexual natural? Why do we laugh at sex jokes and none other? Why do the music videos portay the female as a submissive "slave"? What's so great about sex -- is it really THAT important? I guess I don't know, since I've never.. *ahem* I'm just saying, we should think about more things in life rather than the thought of getting laid.
4) Does having two little dimples in your lower back mean that you're fat?
5) Why can't I escape into another world? Why can't I live in Soul Society -__-;; (you don't have to answer this question)
6) Is this weird? Sometimes, I feel like I want to be a boy. I want to be a boy who falls in love with another guy. Maybe I just like to watch shouen-ai, but still!
7) What's you deepest desire? Maybe there's some things we really want to do or have, but we're too embarassed/ashamed to mention it to others.
8) What's your dream? Really, what is it? Sometimes, when people say, "My dream is to become a Doctor", I feel quite doubtful by what they've said. I mean, it's true that they're really passionate about becoming a doctor, but is that really considered a dream? Someone asked me what my dream was once. I was.. just shocked. I didn't know how to reply. I don't think my dream is to become the richest person on Earth, because that's just stupid. Nor is it to become beautiful and skinny, because in the end, we'll all just decay and leave this world. My dream.. (this is not a question, btw) is.. I think, I think my dream is to be loved. Loved dearly. And to live a happy life. Yes, it sounds cheeztastic, but it's true. I want to help others and do things that are impossible.
9) This is way, wayyyyyy out of the topic. But do you think masturbating is wrong? I don't think it is. I mean, if you do it in public, of course it's disgusting. But, if you do it alone, then that's forgiveable. Don't get me wrong, I don't do it myself. I'm just saying, it's your body, do whatever that pleases you. You shouldn't let someone else have all the fun.
10) Since I was just talking about :that:... do all guys watch porn? Why? Oh wait, that's a fruitless question. Well, we are all curious, but what's the point. Geez, girls don't watch guy porn. Or, do they? Do you watch porn?
11) Do you have any big, big regrets in your life? Let downs? What I feel real guilty about, is the fact that I never try my best in anything I do. Never. That's just me. Well, I try hard when I study. But not too hard. I never have motivation. Well, not guilty. But depressed.
12) Why are we uncomfortable by silence? Why do we hum tunes when neither of us are talking? What makes us uncomfortable about it? Sometimes, I like to see my friends' reactions when I stop talking, because I'm always the one making the conversation. It surprises me, because they never have anything much to say when I stop talking. Then I'd ask them why, and they'd give me a piss weak explanation. Around the better of my friends, I never feel like making conversation. To me, I think it's a good thing. I enjoy their presence, rather than the usual things we talk about. To them, I don't know if it's good or bad.
Yes, 12 questions! 12 is my lucky number, if you haven't noticed. Thanks for reading this. I spent a long time writing it. And sorry if I offeneded anyone. Sadly, I doubt anyone would read this. Or worst, people read every single word I've typed but do not comment. Isn't it weird, don't you ever wonder if there's a gazillion people reading your journal, searching through your friends' journals to see if they can dig out any more information about you? Or, if they print a HUGE picture of you and stare at it, day and night. That'll be quite interesting.
July 17 2005, 04:57:56 UTC 6 years ago
Long questions, long answers
1) Personally, I post to let other people know what's going on in my mind in a semi-formal manner; all the details are formulated as I wish to express them. There won't be any deviations in the expression from my mind to friends/acquaintences, asides from personal interpretation from the reader. This has obvious positive aspects in itself, and it also saves me from re-telling stories/encounters/thoughts over and over again.2) I believe the Christian faith makes an effort to embolden its followers by encouraging them to stand out about their beliefs... providing a means for its followers to make a personal and religious stand (by not being afraid to advertise their faith). I haven't had the privilege of taking the world religions course in school or to have investigated the dogmas(not sure about usage of that word.. but it sounds cool :D) the other religions, but I'm not sure if the same influences are as prominent in other religions as they are in Christianity. Also, this has to do with personal interpretations of the doctrines a religion sets out upon their followers; if they choose to follow all, some, or none of them. From this, there is also the personal choice on how much time from their lives they are able/willing to dedicate towards religious practices.
3. I say it's because of the media. Controlled by a few minds (media executives, artists, directors. etc), their collective views can truly distort an audience's perception on social standards. Objectifying women as sex toys and eye candy for the male population is just one example of how the media has run rampant in modern society.
4. Not sure about that one... hahaha
6. I... hm. I guess it's abnormal, but it's not so weird.
7. To have a happy and fulfilled life exactly to my own standards. It's probably not my deepest, but it's pretty deep :P
9. There are plenty of religious perspectives which dictate that masturbation is wrong. Personally, I think it's wrong because it's creating false sexual ideals and fantasies (this isn't just limiited to sexually explicit situations, this also includes perceptions of gender roles and social behaviour) in one's mind which in reality are likely innaccurate. Of course, some will argue that exercising one's mind in sexual fantasy is actually mentally beneficial. I'm not a psychiatrist or of any other notable profession which applies to the previous sentence, so I won't agree or disagree.
10. Um, no. But for a girl that demotes sex as a priority in life, you certainly ask a lot of questions related to the topic.
11. Breaking my arm playing rugby in grade 10. Since then, my parents have never let me play rugby again. Now I look at myself in summer, all out of shape and inactive, and I regret not being able to have done daily laps in the morning while exercising my entire body in a contact sport. As well, because I've gotten involved with my school rugby team as a manager, I've become quite knowledgable concerning the sport and its nuances. Of course, I'm still learning. But some days I want to try putting my knowledge in application. Regretfully, I won't have that chance.
12. Sometimes, silence in a conversation can mean two or more people can't think of anything to say to each other. Which, socially, is not really a good thing. Silence can also be enjoying another person's company during an activity, like taking a walk together. So when one person thinks a silence has become a sign of awkwardness, they may try different methods to break the silence. This includes humming or making yourself appear busier than you are with whatever you're doing. Concerning when your friends don't have much to say? People are genetically guided from birth to be the followers or leaders of conversations. This doesn't mean everyone is extremely listeners or followers, but usually one is more apparent than the other.
Sorry, I post so much in response to your posts and end up sounding like a bigot. Anyways, I've answered as much as I felt I could. Since it's summer and all, why not spent thirty minutes to respond to someone who bothers to spend a long time and post on her LJ? So yeah, just fulfilling your wishes!
July 18 2005, 16:23:49 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Long questions, long answers
Wow, your comment sounds so professional and smart that I can't reply back without sounding like an idiot. See?Well, you could always do safer sports? Like jogging or something. Haha, seriously, I don't know how to write a good response to your comment, because it's really knowledgeable and concise. Oh, you don't sound like a bigot (I had to use shift + F7 for that word >_>), I agree with a lot of the things you've said. BTW, we should do something together over the summer. As in, us friends with you and Tina. I haven't seen her since...forever! *0*; Let's watch "Charlie.." sometime. I really appreciate your reply; it's gonna come in handy in the future :D
July 18 2005, 06:21:02 UTC 6 years ago
Man... O.o"
Because I am nice :D I shall answer most of your questions. My answers will be quick though, because I had a long day of softball and want to sleep soon.1) To be honest, sometimes I put up entries in an online journal to let people that I don't usually talk to much know about what's going on with me lately. I usually tell of a general day/week and don't usually get too deep and personal into it. I also have a diary which I sometimes carry around with me in which I write all my depressing and very very very private thoughts in. My best friend doesn't even know about half the things I write in there and I intend to keep it like that. The diary allows me to vent off anger and just let off secrets that nobody will ever be able to hear.
2) Hmm... I wouldn't really know although those people that you talk about saying that they're not "religious" and that when you go to their house, it's all Buddhist, could just mean that their parents are Buddhist and that they're not. After all, if you remember from World Religions ;) that Buddhism is more of a lifestyle. There isn't really a god in that religion. But really, I know alot of children that don't want to or like to follow the same religion as their parents. Just because your parents are a certain religion doesn't mean that the children will follow their steps.
3) Ugh, the big question about the 's' word. I don't usually like to talk too much about sex. I'd just like to say that society and the media have used sex too much as a mean to attract people to their product and stuff that it's like society's gotten use to it. Crude jokes like that seem to be funny and witty because they just are. The movies make them funny and so we think that there's nothing wrong with them anymore.
4) Uh? No?
5) Okay, I don't really know how to answer this anyways.
6) You do watch too much shonen-ai...
7) My deepest desire is probably in my diary but I'll tell you something at least. My deepest desire is to get my ex back, or to just make things right between us again because we haven't really talked since 6 months ago and that hurts.
8) My dream is to just grow up successfully and raise a familiy. I just want a happy dappy family with two kids, a wonderful husband, and a fairly stable income. As you can see, I like the normal life.
9) *skips* I think the guy who already posted answered you well enough.
10) I think that nearly everyone has been curious before about porn and sex and all that adult stuff. I think it's normal. Of course, continuing to pursue it is kind of bad, no not kind of, really bad. Porn is bad.
11) I have so many let-downs, regrets, and disappointments from life that I have too many to list and number and write it out for you. Relationships get all screwed up because of my mistakes and I really regret what I don't think I can ever change back again.
12) I don't know, you've already noticed before but I am not much of a talker. I much rather let someone else do the talking and let me listen and nod and pop into the conversation every so often. But uncomfortable silences are uncomfortable, but that just forces both sides to think of something else to talk about. Don't think too bad about them, you can't always be talking 24/7 or else you'll lose all your saliva.
Anyway, I hope this was useful to some level. I should sleep now. G'nite!
July 18 2005, 16:31:52 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Man... O.o"
Thanks for your comment! Hey, did you finish reading HBP? Emily was at my house on Saturday for a family-friends BBQ, and she was reading it for the whole night (=7 hours?) Crazy, craaaaaaazzzzzzy HP fangirl :PI'm not trying to be nosy, but why haven't you two talked since 6 months ago? Actually, skip that. Why don't you talk to him first? Like, write him a letter or something. A real one, those are nice. Maybe not a "get-back-together" kind of letter, but just ask him how he's doing, and stuff like that.
And relationships don't get screwed up because of your mistakes, I mean, it's not because of one person's problems and whatnot. Well, I don't really know how relationships go, because I don't think I've ever had a 'real' boyfriend before.
Haha, and how would you differentiate betweeen a 'comfortable' silence and an 'uncomfortable' silence? I guess it all depends on the person you're talking to.
Thanks again :)
July 22 2005, 03:30:47 UTC 6 years ago
July 24 2005, 16:08:35 UTC 6 years ago
Oh geez, I think I've finally given up on the yearbook signing stuff. Btw, I'm volunteering in August (starting on the 5th) at the Info Desk 8:30 - 11:30 am. Monday to Sunday. Well, there goes the remainder of my summer vacation. Ughhh.
August 12 2005, 01:27:55 UTC 6 years ago
hiye~~
man i hav so much work to do at the office.. im begining to LOATH ..acct.. I have to learn to type properly don't I? Okay, here goes... well since you have such long questions I'll answer it on Word or sth n then copy and paste...wow have you always been like this? You sound somewhat really depressed...August 12 2005, 02:04:08 UTC 6 years ago
August 12 2005, 02:04:41 UTC 6 years ago
2) Either the grades 12s are dumb or they don’t know any good religious quotes. I don’t know… I personally hate quote other people.. even though it looks so good on reports and presentations, if its my own writing its what I think. Not what others say, so I put in my own quotes, what’s so special about their quotes hmm? Just because its religious doesn’t mean its always right or the best. Im not ashamed of having a religion, just that I don’t know if I really am Buddhist, I only go to the temple once a year almost… does that make me Buddhist or a really bad follower ?? I don’t know why but I usually dislike people who are overly religious and would fight in the name of whoever they believe. To me, they have no life, they are doing something for someone that isn’t material, and how can they prove that it exists? We spend so much money on religious items and for religious ceremonies… can’t we put that money into something else, like saving people? Or buying food and shelter for those in need? Why do we pay so much to make the “gods” happy? Wouldn’t it be smarter to spend money elsewhere for people who do exist and NEED the money? What gives? Religion is practically there for those who are weak and need to depend on someone that doesn’t even exist!!.. ok I’m totally off topic again but yeah, if I offended anyone I’m NOT sorry, its just an opinion, you don’t have to read it =P
3) I don’t know what the deal is with sex… it pleases people and makes them happy? Either that or it’s the exact opposite lol. Instant gratification is always easy for humans and they would prefer that more then other items that would take time and effort to make them happy I guess, so they resort to such jokes and activities. Its like human to enjoy and want something that is pleasurable to be prolonged, so those people with no life will just think about getting laid ~~
4) …if 2 dimples on your back mean you’re fat, then does it mean you’re skinny if your spine sticks out? Or are you just sitting improperly? LoL!
5) I’m not sure if u can escape into another world; so far all I know of is...Earth? Is there such thing as hell? As long as you believe in it I guess. You can live anywhere you want, you just have to create the atmosphere?
6) Hey I want to be a boy, not to like another boy though. But to escape those Superbly annoying menstrual PAINSSSSSS… but then again.. I don’t want 2 oranges n a banana between my legs… that seems so muffin..Doesn’t it get in the way?
August 12 2005, 02:06:29 UTC 6 years ago
8) Does question seven and eight link… or was I off topic again. My dream is ..i have dream. I hate when people ask, what are you gona do when you grow up, what’s your drm etc… its so muffin, cause I have no straight answer. Sometimes I’d wish all the bad things were gone and everyone was happy, but with out bad, how is there good? Dorki! You should read the book called “brave new world” its pretty interesting, by Aldous Huxley. It seems like utopia, but its actually a dystopia.
9) Im in the same boat as you hahaa, but ya, from what I learned, all guys do.. if not.. sth mite get stuck hahha… but I dunno I wont mind if you do it n keep it private, I don’t need to know lol.
10) Yes. I BELIEVE all guys watch porn… ok.. its in their nature, at least you know there not gay hahahaha I mite be wrong but its so true.. guys watch girl porn.. but girls don’t really watch guy porn do they? No I don’t watch porn.. I don’t know… it scares me.. especially when you’re dling stuff, n then porn pops out and you’re like.. screwed overrr… that stuff hurts your eyes guy~
11) I regret stopping mandarin, Chinese, piano, art, kung fu, teaching swimming, n all those other fun activities, which not only taught me new things but made me different from others. Now I’m just like everyone else, I hate it, id rather stand out than blend in. I want to be better then everyone lol
12) Silence is good for sleep and rest and relaxation, but it seems odd when your in the heat of a conversation, then it all stops. When I have something to say I’ll say it. If not I listen to others, IE dorki, who always has something to talk about lol
August 17 2005, 01:14:40 UTC 6 years ago